Dream, Dream, You’re not too late, Sweet Road to somewhere else…….
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
My r00m’s curtain was being taken d0wn t0 wash the previous night and the sun ray was shinning int0 my room, to make things worse, was woken up my mum early in the m0rning. My r00m seem s0 spacious without the curtain as there seem t0 have echo…
Anyway I look at my watch and the needle show 8am…. I looked at my br0 and as usual he is still sleeping soundly despite the loud noise.. not affected at all by the lights or voices….
I started to clean out my r00m and throw away all the stuffs (belonging t0 my bro while he is still in half awake and sleeping mode) asking him whether he still wants th0se stuffs….
Complain about he reach h0me early in the m0rning at 5:30am, and n0t enough sleep, having dark circle, wanted t0 sleep another 30min… (hahah!! that is my cute bro)
Finally he is awake (cos I keep talking t0 him) and helps me t0 carry my thick and heavy mattress….
And we started t0 source f0r the bugs (tat have been hidden somewhere) despite 0f timeless 0f killing them but still they still pop out once in a while.
We were wonder where they hide themselves or where is their Queen??
Finally, we saw some dead b0dies lying on the side c0rner 0f my bros bed’s plank…. OMG!!! That was disgusting ……Using the vacuum t0 suck all them….
May them rest in peace!!!
Hopefully they wont pop out and say hello ever again!!!
Does my br0 look like he on mission t0 kill the enemy ???
Last but not least, I proudly present you the
GOAT MILK ( in chocolate milk).
It taste delicious….
Goat Milk (chocolate Flavour) Yummy!!!
“Your heart just breaks, that’s all. But you can’t judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you.”
Pick the day. Enjoy it — to the hilt.The day as it comes. People as they come…The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present — and I don’t want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.
Living is like tearing through a museum. Not until later do you really start absorbing what you saw, thinking about it, looking it up in a book, and remembering — because you can’t take it all in at once.
Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn
wrote when asked to share her “Beauty Tips.”
Years later, it was read at her funeral.
For attractive lips,
speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes,
seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure,
share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair,
let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise,
walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things,
have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,
and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
That seem like an interesting book to read…..
I feel very happy after buying the little pouch….am so pleased, but have no idea why.
As what flo & Jane had said, is it because of the things that I have bought or it is just the pleasure of spending money.
It is helpful to consider the possibility that difficult people are sent to us to help our spiritual growth. Our task is not to focus on the person causing the problem, but to look within ourselves and understand why we are having these problems and what we are supposed to be learning on our spiritual journey. Difficult people help to reveal the spaces inside us that need remodeling.
Am facing with some IT problems (have been months) , quite irritating as it is causing great inconvenience to me and and some human relationship problem at work which resulted my long black face during those days.( am more pissed off with the HR problem as I am being sandwich in between) and then came more problems, some new implement program have some minor changes with their system ( called them up and tell them the problem I am facing with) just end the call with some reasons) or maybe the guy A couldn’t even bothered to help or understand my simple language (was gonna explode at that time, but anyway the second time I called up, another guy B was put on the call to assist me and offer to give me a call back after he had check on it. ( that is what I called the right attitude) thought the problem still remain unsolved but I am still thankful to the guy who make the effort to called back& try to help me
I have no idea why I am always facing IT problems.
I should go borrow some book on IT on my next trip to NLB.
one funny things is that when the guy was guiding me through the process and when I having some difficulties in searching for that particular information ( I am quite an idiot when it came with IT related matters)
he : is there any IT person around
me : no, I ‘m afraid that we dun have one.
he: so , you are the only IT person around.
me: yea, I guess so
ok, so back to the topic, instead of complaining of the difficulties you facing with regardless with work, people, relationship etc, take it a as learning process. By overcoming the difficulties, it make you a better person, it give you the opportunity to improve yourselves.
As to say, when bad thing happens, it doesn’t mean we are are not on the right track , vice versa. You might realises that it was actually helping you to develop qualities that had been dormant or getting you in touch with some previously frozen feelings or enable you to understand yourselves in ways that were previously inaccessible.
The book I am currently reading “Thank you for being such a pain” , the author [Mark I. Rosen, PH.D ] make me realise that instead of cursing, swell, complain or worse shed tears over the difficult people or problems which I have encounted , I should be thankful to the them for without them, I won’t grown to be a stronger, better, mature, wiser person.
So next time when facing with those difficult people, give them a big smile and hug….lol
does it make any sense??
I had a terrible dream last night.
In the dream, I saw myself injecting some unknown liquid/substance on my tooth. Somehow some of my teeth change colours. Was it in metallic colour? The teeth sure look awful to me, it seem corrode, just like how coins get corroded in acid. (though I had never seen one before, but from the way I imaginng, it seem to be)
And when I use my finger to touch one of the corroded teeth, it came off very easily, no blood, no pains. Seeing it came off so easily, I went to another corroded, follow by another one. I dun remeber how many of it (3, if I remeber correctly, or maybe more) cames off and then I dun remeber what happen next.
I woke up
Told my mum about the dream which I had earlier but she doent know what the dream means.
I went to search online about meaning of dream under “teeth”
the result show———>
Teeth An ordinary dream of teeth augurs an unpleasant contact with sickness, or disquieting people. If you dream that your teeth are loose, there will be failures and gloomy tidings. If the doctor pulls your tooth, you will have desperate illness, if not fatal it will be lingering. To have them filled, you will recover lost valuables after much uneasiness. To clean or wash your teeth, foretells that some great struggle will be demanded of you in order to preserve your fortune. To dream that you are having a set of teeth made, denotes that severe crosses will fall upon you, and you will strive to throw them aside. If you lose your teeth, you will have burdens which will crush your pride and demolish your affairs. To dream that you have your teeth knocked out, denotes sudden misfortune. Either your business will suffer, or deaths or accidents will come close to you. To examine your teeth, warns you to be careful of your affairs, as enemies are lurking near you. If they appear decayed and snaggled, your business or health will suffer from intense strains. To dream of spitting out teeth, portends personal sickness, or sickness in your immediate family. Imperfect teeth is one of the worst dreams. It is full of mishaps for the dreamer. A loss of estates, failure of persons to carry out their plans and desires, bad health, depressed conditions of the nervous system for even healthy persons. For one tooth to fall out, foretells disagreeable news if two, it denotes unhappy states that the dreamer will be plunged into from no carelessness on his part. If three fall out, sickness and accidents of a very serious nature will follow. Seeing all the teeth drop out, death and famine usually will prevail. If the teeth are decayed and you pull them out, the same, only yourself, is prominent in the case. To dream of tartar or any deposit falling off of the teeth and leaving them sound and white, is a sign of temporary indisposition, which will pass, leaving you wiser in regard to conduct, and you will find enjoyment in the discharge of duty. To admire your teeth for their whiteness and beauty, foretells that pleasant occupations and much happiness will be experienced through the fulfillment of wishes. To dream that you pull one of your teeth and lose it, and feeling within your mouth with your tongue for the cavity, and failing to find any, and have a doctor for the same, but to no effect, leaving the whole affair enveloped in mystery, denotes that you are about to enter into some engagement which does not exactly please you, and which you decide to ignore, but will later take it up and secretly prosecute it to your own disquieting satisfaction and under the suspicion of friends. To dream that a dentist cleans your teeth perfectly, and the next morning you find them rusty, foretells you will believe your interest secure concerning some person or position, but you will find that they have succumbed to the blandishments of an artful man or woman.
Broken or worn-down teeth signifies the deterioration of an important relationship. Loose teeth are a warning of untrustworthy friends. If teeth fall out, or you spit them out in your dream, it means that you are going to be set back financially. So start saving! Brushing your teeth indicates the clearance of obstacles which have been holding you back.
What are my dream telling me?? The image of that awful tooth keeping flashing back.
Facing financial difficulties?? (yes, I am facing difficulties, but still can survive )
Losing or abusing power and control in any area of mine life?? (hhhmmm, doubt so)
or maybe I should just give a little visit to the dentist….. how does that sound??
It defiently make moi heart feels better by thinking this way………….
why does I had such a scary dream….it is very D I S T U R B I N G
Take each setback as an opportunity to LEARN and ASK, “What could I do differently next time?” Then it becomes a matter of getting back on track as soon as possible. Leave the excuses and blame behind and forget about beating ourselves up – we’re only human. Strive to do a little better today than you did the day before. The key is to stay consistent, focused and take daily action. Make goals meaningful. Our minds cannot differentiate between achieving an enormous goal or a minuscule goal it only perceives success or failure. If you set a goal that is impossible to fail you’ll only be setting yourself up for tremendous victory.
Living life intentionally makes all the difference.
Your life is the sum of all the choices you make… Lack of choices leads to lack of direction, and that takes us nowhere. Not making choices or being passive gets us in a rut. The longer we stay in the rut, the more we grow stagnant.Choices move us forward; they cause us to grow. Our choices demonstate who we really are. They show our character and shape our destiny.”
courtesy from A mom in red high heels
The year of 2008 seem to be a unhappy year for me. I wishes for happiness and laughter but it seem very far for me t0 acheive it. It like the stars up in the sky, no matter how hard I try to grab it, it just wont be sparking shiny on my hands. Have been reading alots of self learn books, somehow or rather it waken another side of me. It make me realise that sometime things are not as simple or complicated as what the surface may seen. It just depend on how you see it. Every min, every sec, things are happening, things are changing without us realising it. You may think that the world is changing but you, yourself is the one who is changing, regardless for the bad or good or vice versa.
I am lossing my direction, I am totally lost. I really have no idea of what t0 d0. I’m struck at the cross juncti0n. Neither way seem t0 be a wrong nor a right choices. . Whichever paths I choose, it seem t0 be an endless route. Should I just follow my heart or should I just listen to my inner voice or just follow what 0ther tell me t0 d0.
The weather had been freaking hottttt!!!
The heat is so unbearable.. It affecting my mood…am becoming m0re lazy t0 get my ass out out of my house.
The only place that I wish to be is places that have air conditioner and stuffing myself with ice-cream while enjoying the cooling air.
Just like yesterday, was intending to meet up with Jane but with that unbearable heat, it is much more better t0 stay at h0me and watch my Hk dramma.
And just like today, I couldn’t make up my mind of what to have f0r lunch. Main reason is that have been eating and seeing the same f00ds f0r the past freaking 2years plus…and bec0s of the heat, the only thing that came t0 my mind is ice-cream…
Ask T want g0 petrol stati0n t0 have ice-cream instead since he have the same problem as me…but in the end, my ass glue t0 the chair simply bec0s of the unbearable heat.
I couldn’t bear exposing myself to the strong sun, nor crossing over the r0ad just t0 get one ice-cream.
Then T said to me, I find that you are getting m0re lazy “~”||
Been having this thought about getting my skin ink but the prices of unbearable pain that came with it make me hesitate and will I regret my choices since it gonna t0 stay with me forever till I age and die.
♥
♥溏心风暴is really nice…heart warming, touching and funny at the same time…
I remeber one scene when the youngest daughter of the tang family went f0r her oral exam.
The topic is abour Lost & found.
She was telling the examiner about her family recently facing some problems.
She thought that all the laughter and the happiness that used to be around the house will all be lose but luckily there is this one person, her big brother wh0 has been putting in so much effort ,trying hard to pull the family together.
Sometimes, she think that his bro is a strange guy, they always make fun of him for being clumsy and outdated. But to her, her big bro is like a red packet. During the holidays and special events, her big bro will give her red packet .
Just like this morning, when she entered the exam hall, her big bro give her a red packet.
Though it was only a empty red packet but it is content with love and she wish that from now on to received the red packet not only every year, every month but everyday as she know that his bro & the red packet will bring their family happiness and love.
hehe, lucky m0i, managed t0 find that scence on youtube….
射手座
好奇宝宝射手座会不断向身边的人问‘为什么’——为什么人家会知道呢？为什么要说我的是非，我跟谁结过怨吗？为什么我会遇到这样的人？……结果原来不知道隐私的，现在全知道了，并且是原装版本。射手座应该要学习的，是谣言止于智者，沉默是金的道理。
Continue from my past entry : cat are caught dead
This is so damm true……
stupid me!!
Pple who I trust 0r believe turn out to backstab me and spread rumorus about me. wtf!!!!
Hate this kind of pple, trying to be frend with u then go around spreading rumors and telling you that he heard from other pple who in fact is the one who spread it…F#$#@!!
Oh, please, elaine, do wake up!!! stop being a fOol!!!
Just as what T has told alway told me, dun be a fool, dun belive pple so easily….
and the advice given for this situation : silent is golden….stop asking pple why and where they know or heard from…..just keep my Mouth shut
Stupid me!! STop being so curious!!!!
Just in case, you are wondering what your horscope tell about you:-
白羊座
很愤怒的爆吼：XXX，谁这么三八？并发誓要找到那个散播谣言的人海扁一顿，打不过的话最最起码也要用口水淹死他。试问，谁还有勇气曝他隐私？
金牛座
谁爱曝谁曝去，只要没有‘艳照’流出，任人家去闲言闲语，就当为人们服务，免费提供茶余饭后的消遣。走自己的路，让别人去说吧。金牛座无动于衷的反应，让散播者的热情也觉得自讨无趣。
双子座
双子座对于曝他隐私的人一定会语重心长的进行‘恳谈’，从人和宇宙的必然联系，说到传播隐私对世界和平的严重危害……让曝光者知道谁才是真正靠嘴吃饭的人，恨不得割舌以谢天下，喜欢八卦的人可要考虑清楚才好。
巨蟹座
本来为避免麻烦硬生生给忍了下来，并尽量避门不出，摆出息事宁人的架势。可是当人们八卦的越来越过分，芝麻绿豆小事滚雪球般弄得越来越大，连远在千里之外的三姑六婆都来致电问候时，他们只好继续躲，躲到直到觉得这件事已经被彻底遗忘，才敢出门见人。
狮子座
狮子座真是让人额上冒出黑线，当别人打探起他的爱情隐私，竟然暗自高兴着呢！更可恶的是，根本不用别人来打探，自己就会到处炫耀。哎，这狮子也太爱秀了吧，做他的情人还真得有颗强健的心脏了。不过也别担心啦，狮子可是个爱面子的，不会随便容忍别人说他的坏话。
处女座
处女座悔不当初，自己是不是哪里不够小心竟然让人有闲话可说。不过他总能很快冷静下来，反省以前做得不周密的地方，然后迅速罗列出数百条防止再次隐私曝光的方法………。问题是，这样活着会不会太辛苦了点?
天秤座
天秤座会拿出他的招牌笑容请那个人坐下来谈谈，并解释事情的真实情况。再动之以情，晓之以理，让那人当着大家的面帮他澄清。如果有人不识相在他面前主动提起，天秤座会冷冷的漠视对方的话，假装根本没有这件事存在。
天蝎座
君子报仇，十年不晚。如果眼光可以杀死人的话，曝料者不知要被蝎子杀死多少次。凡是有关人等，身高体重、脸上几颗痘痘都会被蝎子记在脑中，直到某天有人落难跌倒，立刻冲上前补踹一脚，叫世人都知道蝎子不好惹，出来混，迟早要还的！
魔羯座
即使当时恨不得把那人大卸八块，可也会强迫自己忍住，然后不做声响的当作没听到。几天之后，凡是曾拿他隐私说事的那些人，某些隐私或是不雅照片就会在四处流传，悄悄曝光。以其人之道还治其人之身，厉害！
水瓶座
水瓶座极注重隐私保护，如果不幸被曝光，更不幸的会是那大嘴巴的人，绝对会‘死’得很难看。并且他不知道瓶子会在什么时候出招，更预想不到会使用什么手段。‘死’很可怕，但更可怕的是等待‘死亡’的恐惧。整天心惊胆颤，不用瓶子出招，就已经精神崩溃了。
双鱼座
当得知隐私被身边的人说出去后，心碎、痛苦、无比受伤。而且恐怕会一直沉溺在自伤自怜的情绪里，想像自己是悲剧男/女主角。建议鱼儿们不要过度选染自己的情绪，毕竟，大部分的事情都可以被解决。解决不了的事情，沉溺也没有用啊！
(Information taken from http://bbs.rohome.net/viewthread.php?tid=880127)
shall continue watching the HK dramma 溏心风暴 ….
Quote from: John gary [ HOW TO GET WHAT YOU WANT & WANT WHAT Y0U HAVE]
Courage is like a muscel. It cannot grow unless you face a challenge and then push into it. If you do your best, you will begin to experience that God’s angle will always come tohelp. This is the rule: GOd helps those who help themselves. If you do not move, the energy that can help you to what you have to do can not begin to floW.
Nothing can get done if you do not begin. WHEN you put will into action, power can beginto flow and your creative juices are once again realised. You cannot realise your inner powers if you postpone action, you not only surpress your inner powers, gifts and talents, but you suffers.
When you do not push ahead to do what your heart is wanting you to do, it is like taking a knief and stabbing yourself again and again. The pain of failure you seek to avoid is always always much less than the pain of not being true to yourself.
wHEN I was reading it, every single words reflects my feeling…I was telling myself it is time I push myself to get what I want. The feeling came even stronger after that day (sat)when HZ was asking me whether I further my studies and when XQ was shocked when I told her something… as she thought I was doing real good….yea, so dun just see the surface, it may seem good at the outer layer but who knw the inner is bleeding or rotting…and was toking about it with yl since we are on the same direction….
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receive an email from jieni regarding about being right or left brain person-
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands. If you see
2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)
Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:
Right-Left
Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.
Right-Right
Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away.
Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.
Left-Left
Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over)
him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy.
However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very “anal” as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.
Left-Right
which types are you?? Quite interesting !!
Hehe , I am a right right pers0n..h0w true is that?? BUT FOR SURE I AM A 好奇宝宝射手座. . ….
Meet up with my darlings on sat t0 NLB, then went outram f0r our haircut…
say sayornnaa t0 my l0ng hair!!
* random pictures taken during my bangkok trip, not arranging in order…
(photos edits by pei)
Me & flo look like artist, while Jiada look like crew helping us push our luggages. Peggy look like our bao mu…(anyone know wat is that in eng call??)
Where is our manager?? MIA!!
Just in case you wondering where is S.H.E. (me, jane & Jieni), one of them is unable t0 apply leave s0 only 2 came t0gether with their manager and big boss (Pei & Flo)….
